Gregorian Birthday

 Today is the birthday of my 26-year-old Gregorian calendar, and I was born on May 14, 1981 the afternoon, my mother giving birth, giving birth to me!
Family has always been my lunar birthday, but I have always been there for his birthday on the eve of the habit of the review, so here a few wordy. Although not want to grow up, do not want in my life, a landmark 25-year-old to rush the end, though not achieved the age of 25 travel trip (because the peer did not encounter partner), 26 years old or predictable, do not knock the morning and not late in my life next door.
accompanied by crisp morning, Today, the spirit of dressing up, I did not, finishing a bit hasty to go to work! came to office, see the table of that bunch of flowers, lilies have withered, readily thrown into the trash, and I remember he said he only pass over the approximate outline of the photos, very happy family, a very enviable family! if I disturb others peace and quiet of life? if I have become a people of the world does a person have to die?
Looking back through my days of 25 years, always felt he was a happy and lucky girl. have parents offer all kinds of love, accompanied by a friend's well-being! the illusion of more than one occasion over their own future, perhaps What a greedy girl himself, to the too simple and too want luxury, luxury to go to a real, warm, plain, really love each other. want to go to a plain life, If parents like to have as deep feelings; a plain happiness, and his hand to an old lover. desire to share of happiness, even the poor do not want feelings of poor physical well-being. has always insisted that copies of faith!
However, I know, in such things, this is naive, as I insisted. Sure, up to 5 years to break announced the final end of love. But, now I am a mature state of mind I thank him, so I know love is a delicate art of living from art, I learned how to love a human being and make each other happy hh I thank him, and had brought me so much hh I thank him happy, so I slowly separate, slowly growing hh
memory of the most memorable birthday he gave me before, in the campus next to his bag under the bar, holding the guitar since the shells from sing a love song he touched me, and magic become a big bunch of roses out, and his own production of float smile will not miss him, but miss the time there had been a Sentimental, Sentimental love.
calm now I can remember their past, memories of their love, because I already aloof to think about all this. I learned a better life, and I believe I will be very happy. So you mm mm I have a lover, but also good life and would like to sincerely tell you: I wish you happiness! < br> I thought I had seen this world, seen through this life. so experienced a loved, hated, cried, laughed then, thinking that they never to love, and since then only the favorite to their own, can things get, I fell in love with a man should not love. I do not know, how will our fate as the acquaintance, if it is at the right time, maybe everything perfect, and we love has also long been borne fruit. able to get his love, and love him, should be the happiness of my life now. a man like him should have excellent quality, strong and not fall in the spirit of perseverance, Duirenduishi broad mind, dedication to the cause of love, a sense of responsibility of employees to work on the predecessors to the great respect, and extremely diligent efforts hh like him taste the taste and mouth, a very warm feeling, as if the last generation to hh already familiar with views like his eye color slightly (see me after only unique), a kind of elegance of the vested hh
I must admit that my love is selfish, is overbearing, and I do not like to share with others! I can accept I can not change, but I can not accept I will not tolerate it! very contradictory me! but is the real me, not mixed with a little fake!
this way, the real and hard There!